I'm not sure what your home
life was/is like but think about times in your life when you were
scared....who was there to make you feel better? When you accomplished
something great, who was there to congratulation you or cheer you on?
Was it family? Now imagine not having any of that. Imagine never
getting tucked in at night because there are 50 other kids and only a
few workers who treat you like a job, not a child. Imagine that no one
listens to your dreams, your hopes or your fears. Imagine turning 18 and
going into the world and you have NO ONE to turn to when times get
tough. You have NO WHERE to go at Thanksgiving or Christmas....no one
to celebrate with. Why would anyone want to withhold that from a child?
Being in foster care or a children's home or an orphanage is not the
same as having a family. When you aren't a part of the family you know
that you all alone and whether it's true or not, deep down you believe
that no one wants you or loves you. Would you want to go through life
thinking that no one loved you enough to call you their child? If I
could I would take every child in or find a good, loving home for every
child so they never had to feel like that. I know how it feels and no
one, especially children should have to feel that way.
I've filled my life with a lot of distractions and unnecessary things. I've pursued personal goals and accomplished many of them but as I get deeper into my own adoption and as I connect with others going through adoption or helping families with adoption the more the fire in the core of my being burns with desire to do more. This may be IT. This may be what I've been destined to do with my life. I love technology, I love people, I love Haiti, I love to help those in need, I love orphans and hurting teens......put all that together and I can become an advocate, a doer and leader in adoption and connecting families together. All these things I've filled my life with have been preparing me for this season and while I'm scared to fail I am so excited to see what God can do with me. Please pray that I will do what I'm called to do and I will do it well.
I love your response to that young man. It's so wonderful to allow God to lead in our lives isn't it? Much more exciting than trying to figure it out on our own!
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